For those of you that have noticed my exstended absense, then I guess I should try and fill you in.  What has been happening? A little bit of everything, and a lot of exploration of who and what I am.  I went on a course called "the brain speaks" (an Upledger CranioSacral therapy course) and it was mind blowing.  I met my own anatomy in ways that I had never explored before, and I sorted out a couple of major emotional issues, that had been "stuck" by putting the microscope on how those emotions were "stored" in my physical anatomy.  I also got to spend some time hanging out with the essence of who I am, and then had to struggle with who I pretend to be most of the time.  I am naturally a very "huge" person, full of life and enthusiasm, I have spent a great deal of my life trying to pretend that I am very much the opposite.  There is so much more to say, but I am not in the space to write an essay!  I will leave you with two fabulous quotes, one I was told was by Albert Einstein;

"There are people that know everything.......... and that is all they know!"

The other was my expanded self answering my question "what is the difference between being this huge amazing person and ego?"

"There is a difference between being who you are, and trying to prove who you are to other people"

The Science of Oneness

I have been slowly making my way through this book for the last few months.  I have read a great many books over the years, and I tend to be a fast reader.  It is only the books that I need to truly ponder and digest that take me this long to read.  It is rare for me to find a book that really feels original, when you have read enough spiritual books, they all start to say the same thing.  But this book is educating me on so many levels, and is, for me, truely unique.

As I am reading then there are so many things that are falling into place, and a constant stream of interesting ponderings as to what is, and what could be.  I have said before that what I like most about the way Malcolm writes is his "sensibleness".  He manages to approach things in such a wonderfully grounded way, and rather than this taking away from the wonder of existence, it expands it.  He doesn't pretend that he knows all the answers, but the angle from which he looks at the questions is both refreshing and educational.